A Rant

I Feel the Need….

This is not going to be a very well thought through or organized, or researched, post. I’m not feeling thoughtful, organized, or capable of research right now.

Did I think (against my best hopes) that Trump was going to win this election? Yep. I so wanted that to not be the case, but if we are going to be honest with ourselves, come on, we knew.    I’m heartbroken, scared shitless, angry as hell, all the things I felt in 2016, but more intensely, because we all know now what we didn’t know then about him and his followers. 

Here’s what we should also admit:  we knew that this wasn’t as much about Trump, or his base, as it is about the state of this country and this world at the moment.  So many people, in so many places around the world are living in strife, in poverty, in the middle of war; so many corrupt governments are doubling down on nationalist (and yes, even straight up fascist) policies; so many ultra rich (mostly men, but also their female conspirators) have bought their way into governments…It goes on and on, and I know you all know it. 

I am not smart enough to pinpoint where things went wrong, or how to fix it, but I’ve been around long enough to know that we aren’t going about it the right way at the moment.  As I said at the start, I’m not going to try to be very organized today, but I need to get my thoughts out into the world:

·      On the Democratic Party:  When will the party get itself organized?  Okay, so I’ve been asking that question for most of my voting life, and part of the answer is also why I’m a Dem.  It’s a diverse party, trying to represent a LOT of voices; it’s generally well intentioned, wanting to actually do good things for the citizens; it’s a party of (mostly) critical thinkers who try to understand and explain things.  This means it’s not monolithic in its goals, or even it’s strategies most of the time. 

      I would also argue that this has created a static structure that reacts rather than plans, that goes for the safe and known rather than risking change or new ideas.  Biden was a reaction; there was enough bad feeling about Trump at the end of his first term (oh how it galls me to have to use that word,  ‘first’) that the party reacted with a safe bet—the known entity that could scrape out a win.  I was happy enough to vote for Biden, because we had to get Trump out, and the party hadn’t given me a choice.  But in the 3-½ years of Biden’s presidency, where was the planning for going forward?  Could the Dems really do no better than prop up a clearly struggling old man until he humiliated himself on the debate stage, with so few days left until the election, that even a decent candidate (which I think Harris was/is) couldn’t possible rally enough votes to beat Trump? I know that I wasn’t the only person asking at least a year ago, why the party wasn’t getting Harris prepped for her run?  Or, if they were so unsure about her, why not someone else?  This love of Joe Biden lost us the election, in my opinion.  Or, it was one of the reasons, at any rate. 

·      On the state of this country:  Again, I don’t claim to be well-informed enough to make a grand diagnosis here, but I do live in one of the reddest, most Trumpiest state in the union, and I can tell you something about my people and why I think they so readily support his rhetoric.  It’s not because they are, as a whole, horrible people who want to rule the world with an iron fist.  Some do, don’t get me wrong, and racism in this incredibly pale state is strong right now, as is a bias against women, trans and gay people, all the low-hanging fruit in the world of hatred.  That all exists here. But what also exists is poverty, a lack of good jobs, a crumbling health care system, and a state government that has been ruled by the same mindset for too long. That’s my list; I am sure that more informed political analysts could add to it. When this is the situation, when so many people are just struggling to get through the month on a paycheck that won’t support any emergencies, it is hard to think about high flown ideals like equal rights and humanitarianism; it’s hard to hear someone tell you that you should want to pay more taxes for a new town swimming pool or even for better social services; you are trying to keep your family in one piece. Sharing and Caring are luxuries. 

Of course there are the corporations, and ultra rich, and the corrupt, the racists and misogynists, the transphobes and homophobes…all of whom will always support fascists for their own horrible reasons.  I’m not interested in them right now, actually—they are easy to figure out, and the truth is, they aren’t educatable.  They aren’t going to change.

I’m interested in regular folks who feel like their country is cheating them, ignoring them, misunderstanding them, even if this all comes from fake news, or bad/wrong information.  They feel it.  And when someone comes along, even if they’re horrible and a crook and a rapist, and a cheat, when someone comes along and says, “I can make you feel better about yourself; even better, I can make you feel powerful,” why be surprised that they go for that message?  Why be surprised when the message of the Democrats doesn’t penetrate?  I agree that most of the folks who are rabidly (or even passively) pro-Trump will never actually profit from his presidency, that they are “shooting themselves in the foot” by voting for him, that they will, like the rest of us non-billionaires, suffer through another time of strife and bad economy. But for those who aren’t just wacko, racists who have been waiting for a chance to be violent and horrible, I think this is their version of hoping for something better (like buying a lottery ticket).

Before I get accused of sticking up for Trump voters, I’m not.  I’m angry with them; I think they are taking the easy path of being a follower when times are tough; I think they aren’t thinking clearly or intelligently—all of that. But…in my lifetime, my party has found ways to reach those folks.  They can be reached. But if all the party does is keep trying the same old strategy, it’s going to keep losing to the simpletons who preach power and hatred.

There, I did say this was going to be a rant.

Weaponizing Fairness, or, the war on doing what's right

I’ve made several false starts on this blog.  The problem is that I intended to write about the cancellation at the University of Wyoming of the Office of Diversity, Equity, and Inclusion (DEI), but it’s impossible to discuss this without discussing a lot of other issues:  right wing extremism; the white fear and rabid racism, misogyny, and homo/trans-phobia plaguing this country; the anti-fact and anti-learning anything that matters movement.  This is an octopus with many, many tentacles.  So, stops and starts.  But, here goes and I’ll do my best to stay on the road I meant to travel.

In April, the University of Wyoming joined at least 12 other states in eliminating DEI programs from universities and colleges. The Chronicle of Higher Education reports that anti-DEI bills targeting college programs have been introduced in 28 states and in Congress since the start of 2023. During the 2024 Wyoming legislative session, the so-called Freedom Caucus (translation: rabid Trump ideologues) pushed through a bill that defunded DEI at UW as well as abolishing the office all together.  Our craven governor signed off on the defunding but vetoed the abolishment of the office.  He did this, from what I understand, because the state has a right to control budgets for UW, but not the power to kill programs. The cynic in me suspects he knew he wasn’t hurting himself much with his base, knowing full well that without the funding (as well as the not-very-subtle threat of similar kinds of defunding actions), the UW president, who, like the governor has no wish to be brave, would find it politically expedient to close the office down.  There was the usual pretense of asking the university community—students, faculty, staff—what we preferred, but in the end, the president’s message to the Board of Trustees was that the office should be closed and the few of it’s federally mandated activities farmed out to other offices.  The newly hired director (one of the very, very few POC on campus) was to be reassigned (he quickly found a new position at a less ridiculous university).

I know I’m giving a lot of backstory here, but it’s needed…mostly for me to stay on this path and not get detoured down another (for instance, the cowardice of those we’ve chosen to actually lead).

These kinds of legislation are a result of the extremist rhetoric that has this country in its grip, and with the current makeup of the Supreme Court (let’s talk about term limits some time, shall we?), that rhetoric can now be put into legal action.  The Supreme Court decision in 2023 effectively put an end to race-conscious admission programs at universities and colleges across the country. According to Npr.org, Chief Justice John Roberts, a longtime critic of affirmative action programs, wrote the decision for the court majority, saying that the nation's colleges and universities must use colorblind criteria in admissions. "Many universities have for too long...concluded, wrongly, that the touchstone of an individual's identity is not challenges bested, skills built, or lessons learned but the color of their skin," he wrote. "Our constitutional history does not tolerate that choice."   Justice Ketanji Brown Jackson, the court's first Black female justice, responded: "With let-them-eat-cake obliviousness, today, the majority pulls the ripcord and announces 'colorblindness for all' by legal fiat. But deeming race irrelevant in law does not make it so in life.” 

And then there’s this, a post on the article that reported on the closing of UW’s DEI office:

 May 13, 2024 at 4:05 pm  

Larry  says: 

Every citizen male/female white black brown any skin color has exactly same rights to all services. Has had for decades. More one group has been placed on higher platform or given more rights the less these rights are sought out. Everything has to be given on gold plate so they feel “special”. We need to cut back. All this schooling just seems to have kicked out a bunch of idiots actually. We have taken away the COMMON SENSE that really makes one achieve higher levels in life. (note: I cut and paste this as it was written; the mistakes are Larry’s…so, so many mistakes, on so many levels)

Justice Roberts’ claim that he is somehow upholding the Constitution is as disingenuous as Larry’s claim that everyone has the same rights to all services. Neither of these is true in the lived experience of a large population of this country.  Pretending that a Constitution written centuries ago by white men, some of whom actively owned slaves and others who surely profited from that barbaric practice, in order to rescind a program that at its core tries to even the playing field just a tiny bit…is just plain ridiculous. But this rhetoric obviously works, at least according to our woefully uneducated Larry.  Apparently we just need less education and more common sense…to achieve some sort of higher level in life?  If that makes any sense to you, you’re welcome to it, I guess.  Ketanji Brown Jackson is correct: it’s oblivious to the realities of how things in this country really work.

But. This SCOTUS decision was all the right wing politicians needed to start passing their cut-and-paste (thanks Florida), anti-fairness bills, and these bills are far from toothless or free from harm. From reckon.news:  These “Anti-DEI laws sweeping the country will largely impact all parts of how colleges and universities function, including faculty hiring and curriculum to on-campus student organizations and programs that will face restrictions or elimination if they focus on race, color, sex, national origin, gender identity or sexual orientation.” 

How does closing the DEI office affect my university?  As mentioned above, Zebadiah Hall, the University of Wyoming Vice President for Diversity, Equity and Inclusion, has accepted a job elsewhere. He did not wait for the insult of being “reassigned,” and like much of the diverse faculty we’d managed to build over the last few decades, he very intelligently decided to cut bait and get off of this [sinking?] ship.  I am not a marginalized person (other than being female), but if I were, I would not want to be in Wyoming (or for that matter, this damn country), at the moment. 

This decision will make it more difficult to attract, much less hire, applicants who are not white, or worse,  easier to hire ones who agree with this anti-fairness baloney.  It has already added to the ongoing exodus of diverse faculty. The ability to recruit students from non-diverse backgrounds (yeah, I mean white and straight; there’s no other way to say it, really), will be affected. Already marginalized groups on campus will find it harder to find the resources and assistance they need. I would argue that, in a weird nod to Ronald Reagan, the trickle up effect will be that even the historically priviliged students will find that there is less to find interesting or attractive at this institution. It will be bland and restrictive. The word is out: the University of Wyoming, its BOT and legislature, is on the side of the right wing extremists currently in power in the United States.  Would you want to work here, or attend classes here if you came in knowing you’d have to put up with being treated as a third-class citizen?  Of course not. 

So, what’s the end game for the morons driving this train? Some kind of white, straight, non-problematic world where no one states facts or reads history, or has basic human decency.  A world where white kids don’t have to “feel bad” about being white, or be “indoctrinated” into any knowledge of difference.  A KKK Utopia. Is this hyperbole? Once, maybe, I would have thought I’d gone too far writing those words…but not now.

Below are some comments I gleaned from the Wyofile article on the elimination of the DEI Office.  I think they will illustrate why I say that my points are not overstated.

Megan Degenfelder, the state’s superintendent of public instruction and an ex-officio trustee said, “What we’re talking about here is an extreme interpretation that has really taken over the definition of DEI and made it into this preferential treatment of one race, one gender over another, and then this notion of one race, gender being inherently racist over another,” she said. “That’s what people across the state are very angry about and they don’t want to see at their university.”

And from what I assume is the female branch of the Freedom Caucus, the Moms for Liberty:

“DEI fosters a culture of groupthink, fear, resentment, entitlement, and increasingly distrust of leaders and institutions,” said Jenifer Hopkins, former Moms for Liberty and current Natrona County school board member. “Diversity simply means replacing some members with others with different characteristics.”

The office is at odds with American ideals of meritocracy, added fellow school board member Mary Schmidt. Beyond that, Schmidt said the true intent of DEI departments isn’t to promote diversity, but “to facilitate a societal shift in the communities of Wyoming through the promotion of gender chaos.” 

Let’s unpack all of that (don’t worry, it won’t take much brain work). The basic argument here, somehow un-ironically, is that it’s not nice or fair to favor one group over another.  Um. Well. It’s also telling that most of these statements are based on race and gender (I do love the phrase ‘gender chaos’), along with completely meaningless claims that “diversity simply means replacing some members with others with different characteristics.” Again, um, what the heck?  I mean, if you want to label something hyperbolic, there you go, not to mention a pack of lies. As Michelle Mason, who’s getting a second Ph.D. at UW while writing about power dynamics in academia says, the concerns are more about the label of DEI than the work, similar to critical race theory a few years ago. “We do not push an agenda, people come to our office asking for services,” she said. “Just because the Legislature has a warped view of what DEI is does not make it true.”  Yup.

I wish I could end this with some solution, or even ideas about how we are going to get out of this mess, but I don’t have them.  I will agree with poor, stupid Larry though, we do need to practice more COMMON SENSE, and maybe even more COMMON DECENCY.

Imaginary Cowboy culture

September 18, 2022

Today's post is about something that makes me crazy about Wyoming.   Now, I'm pretty sure every culture, community, state, or nation, has a narrative about itself that gets perpetuated.  We all want to believe some story about ourselves that make us special, or interesting, or important.  Human nature, right? 

When is it delusional, though? When does the story become bigger than the reality, or worse, when does the story become destructive to the people who believe it? 

I grew up on a small cattle ranch, so technically, we were cowboys. I have to say, though, that's not how we identified ourselves.  We identified as ranchers.  For my family, and a lot of other ranching families, 'rancher' is not the same as 'cowboy.'  The men, and some of the women, that I knew did not wear cowboy hats or spurs, or even boots.  They wore John Deere caps and work shoes. We had horses when I was young, and my mother could ride like a pro, but my memory is that my father didn't really like horses, and as soon as he could, we started using motorcyles on the ranch.  The most 'cowboy' activity my bunch ever did was to go to the rodeo once a year at the State Fair, and I'm pretty sure that had more to do with socializing with friends than participating in the 'cowboy culture.'  Cowboys were on the silver screen and in the rodeo arena, at least for me.

I tell you all of this, because the narrative of Wyoming has become one of the 'noble cowboy.'  The new motto of the university, where I work btw, is "The World Needs More Cowboys," and a few years ago, our legislature tried to pass some kind of law pushing the "Cowboy Code,"which apparently is about independence and hard work. To be honest, I'm not sure anyone could ever really define what was meant by this, but it was supposed to express what it means to be from Wyoming.  As with most Wyoming messaging, the subtext was this:  Everyone outside the state is suspect; we don't want any help/interference from outsiders; change is frightening and should not be tolerated; anyone who disagrees is not a true Wyomingite.  I could add to this, but you get the idea.  This is one of my complaints: the narrative has very little to do with how people actually live here.  There isn't some code that ranchers, or farmers, or oil rig workers, or coal miners...or anyone...has ever ascribed to here.  But, who cares, right? It's just advertising, just the usual propaganda people create for themselves.

But. I don't think that it is innocuous, or meaningless.

I think this is the kind of messaging that furthers the "us v them' attitude that hurts people.  We see this happening on the national level at the moment.  One group is constantly being pitted against another.  You are either "with us" or "against us."  Of course, there are bigger issues at play than the stupid stories we tell about ourselves; Race and poverty, religion and politics, all kinds of big picture issues are creating these divisions, which we know lead to violence and destruction of different kinds.  My point here is about little old Wyoming, and about the the need by so many here to perpetuate the message that there is some kind of old fashioned cowboy culture that once made this a great place, and that if we could just ignore all the complicated 'stuff' of the modern world, and return to that cowboy culture, wouldn't everything just be grand?  As with most nostalgic delusions, the reality is that there was never a time when Wyoming was perfect (because no time or place is perfect); and that what the folks who are trying to force this delusion into laws (the gun-toting, pseudo-Christian, fake pro-lifer, racist, homophobic, misogynistic Trumpers who are in charge at the moment), what they want is for anyone who isn't just like them to shut up, to go away, and to leave them to their pretenses. They don't care about making this state great, or about improving the quality of life for its citizens: they only care about hanging on to the power they've managed to secure for themselves.

End of today's rant. More later.